It’s 12:34am and I can’t sleep. I’ve got this uneasy feeling in my chest and I feel like I’m underwater. Random thoughts buzzing in my head as I try and kick them away. Chris Isaak’s Black Flowers playing in the background calms me down, but even that’s not helping me escape the demons of the day that linger in my thoughts, hovering, waiting.

I know something is not right. Like animals that are restless before an earthquake, I lie here waiting for the storm to subside so that I can continue.

In the sky cold air, tears of mine, I am heaven, I am euphoria.