Seriously, don’t bother reading this because it’s going to be one long boring diatribes of bollocks with me smack in the middle winging and wining about something. I’ve not really had the chance to formulate the post at all in my mind and I’m doing what I used to do years ago on this blog, which was to just write the first shit that came to my mind. If you’re looking for quality then I can hardly promise you that with this post, so take that as your warning.

I guess my completely FOUL mood can be attributed to several things kicking about the place, so in no particular order.

1. Is it the shitty music industry? What the hell has happened to the music industry? I mean seriously. Once the cornerstone of my inspiration. I would get a new album it would blow my fucking mind away, I would get inspired and I would draw the early hours of the morning. When was the last time I had this experience? Like in 1845 or something like that. I've been listening to the old stuff more and more and there just isn't any new stuff out there that is making me sit up and take proper notice, which pisses me off even more as this is the longest I've gone completely dry without any real creative output. I've not been writing and I've not been drawing and my designing has been limited to tampering with Broken Kode Version 6 (hey c'mon it's been nearly a year with the dark blue, it's about time I lightened things up a bit).

<li><p>Is it work that's got me pissed off? Well I've been working 150% for the past couple of years. Honestly I don't remember the last time I actually had a relatively easy week at work where I wasn't being asked to issue something or upsetting people because I didn't get things I promised them in time or whatever.</p> </li>


<li><p>Is it the fact that I seriously need some holiday time off? Well that's fucking great, I need to go to the Greek embassy again and get myself a Visa. Yeah getting treated like shit for 5 hours seems like a great idea for me, after paying a tenner on a god damn phonecall where they'll tell me to come and visit them in 6 fekking weeks???!!!!! </p></li>


<li><p>Is the woman situation (or lack thereof) starting to piss me off, what with a string of false starts? I mean seriously this is starting to put even an natural born optimist like myself in slight (notice the word slight) doubt.</p></li>


<li><p>Is it the website design that I can't seem to pull off in a way that I'm happy or moderately content with that's annoying me; is it the fact that I've had to switch back to fekking windowz for the love that is holy because Adobe still don't seem interested and probably never will port Photoshop over to Linux? What about Pixel Beta fucking 7 that doesn't EVER want to come out?</p> </li>

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God I fucking hate Tuesday evenings. They're COMPLETE nothing nights. NOTHING happens on Tuesday. You never organise anything good on a Tuesday. It's still too soon in the beginning of the week for you to do anything interesting to rev you up to the weekend.

Fuck it dude, lets go bowling.