I’ve had the worst day at work in a very very long while. In fact it’s days like this I wish I was a comic book artist, or graphic designer or web designer now rather than an electrical engineer. Everything that could go wrong is, and I’m getting undermined by someone who is checking my work. It’s completely the wrong way to go about it. I suppose I’ve got no one to blame but myself for even thinking about doing the correct thing and helping out again on a project that I could have washed my hands clean of. Morality however prevailed, and I’m stuck where I began again 1 full year ago. Basically I’m going to have to put in some serious overtime in the next few days to try and pull myself out of the shit I’ve landed myself in and hopefully I’ll come out smelling of roses on Monday. It’s going to be pretty tough to be honest, but I’m going to have to really try hard, because I’m not getting that feeling this one guy seems to be giving me.

I’m better than what he’s giving me credit for, and to be honest I’m really hating myself for it. Sunday and Monday are going to be long days again for me, seems like the norm right now for me at least. The thing is he’s not said anything to me directly but I get that feeling, and also a few comments passed my way, as a matter of course.

Also on the proposal I was working all of last weekend for and all of Monday for as well has been retracted through no fault of my own. The problem is that this could have some major reprocussions with the guy I was working on this with. The reason is that he was meant to have checked up on something, which he claims to have done, but the other party seem to think otherwise. If he’s got an e-mail confirming any of this, he’s cleared his name and everyone will be majorly appologetic to us, however if there’s no proof, it could get really ugly. I hope it doesn’t because the guy wasn’t doing this to hurt anyone, quite the contrary he was trying to help the company, but sometimes it can blow up in your face.

Like I said it’s days like this I wish I was doing something else, and not having to worry about this sort of thing.